sentimental

before and after.
okay i admit.
i shouldn't have read it all at one go.
but it's not like i regret it.
after all the ending was wonderful.
and it was warm.
well i get some time on a laptop now. which is why i'm posting.
or should i say.
i'm hogging it. can't help it.
old habits stay.
well now to continue slacking off.
sort of.
i am working hard.
a bit.
but i suppose.
in all.
once there is something important.
people will change.
and the world will change with them.
hopefully i'll find something important to hold on to as well.
or maybe i already have.
well.
i'll just be paitient.
it'll come soon enough.
and in the meantime.
i'll prepare for it.